[ even if takumi is mentally prepared, his body isn't. and with the way eito grips his thigh and essentially keeps his legs apart, it becomes very obvious that he's going to be out of his element. his gaze decidedly turns to the ceiling to try and keep himself relaxed.
the first finger... is fine. there's not much to feel, not really. just a vague and strange sensation, like something's off but not entirely unpleasant. in fact, it gives takumi the false impression that the following finger will be the same. surely, if he can handle this, it won't be much different moving forward?
however... this quickly turns out to be untrue.
his thighs unintentionally twitch around eito's hand the instant he is penetrated, his features stiffening in a mixture of discomfort and confusion. takumi isn't sure what to think. it's not bad... but it definitely feels unusual. he bears it until eito has slotted in fully, and then breathes out to attempt adjusting. takumi can't help it, but he naturally clamps down on the intrusion—tight, just like eito can feel. of course it'd be that way; he's never put anything inside himself. yet, it still doesn't occur to takumi that something larger than this will take its place. he's still... a few steps behind in his head. ]
I think... you can move.
[ although he sounds uncertain, takumi tilts his hips slightly to encourage eito to continue. ]
[ Takumi doesn't sound too sure, but Eito is content to go with the flow, accepting the wordless encouragement. His gloved fingers flex inside him a few times, and then he retracts them both, dragging them out slowly...
... before thrusting both back in at once without further warning, knuckle-deep again. The motion jostles Takumi's entire body, not to mention the mattress. Eito knows he's supposed to look for a certain angle rather than mindlessly thrust, so he does, stretching Takumi very thoroughly as he searches inside of him. It's a bit difficult with Takumi clenching around him, but that doesn't deter Eito, who drags the pads of his fingers over Takumi's insides over and over, curling them every time it's too tight to continue.
It's not so unlike what he did to Takumi's chest cavity, that first time. Not as rough, but with just as much intent. ]
[ his startled sound is forced out his mouth before he can stifle it, trim hips lifting and being pressed back with the force of eito's thrust. he immediately flushes hot out of embarrassment. this—is it supposed to feel like this? whatever lofty musings he had before are already being shoved aside, all senses focusing on the slight sear and stretch of eito's fingers flexing inside him. full, takumi's pinched expression swiftly softens and his brows upturn, lips parting as soft and shallow breaths fill the space between them.
it's inevitable that eito—with fingers larger than takumi's, slender and long—would eventually grind into the wall lining takumi's prostate. takumi doesn't even know such a thing exists, so imagine his surprise when a sudden dull, thick throb of arousal floods his groin. the pleasure is very different than any he has felt in his dick; rather, the pang is distinctly heavy. ]
A-Aotsuki, [ he stammers, and his hand blindly reaches down to touch the one eito has around his thigh. takumi isn't trying to alert eito or make him stop; he wants grounding, some kind of reassurance. ] Something's—I don't know—
[ another grind, but this one directly causes takumi to loudly gasp, voice cusping on the edge of a cry. ]
[ Eito can't help the fond smile that curves his lips, even as he rubs his thumb over Takumi's hand in a soothing circle. ]
It's all right. I've got you. [ A breathless little laugh escapes. ] Feels good, doesn't it?
[ With an obscene, wet sound, Eito thrusts his fingers in and out once more, angling for what he now recognizes as Takumi's prostate. He's utterly relentless in the way he teases it with his fingers, scarcely giving Takumi time to breathe. ]
And soon, it will be...
[ He trails off, cryptic, though surely Takumi knows what comes next in this scenario. Surely he doesn't need to paint a mental picture for him; he can put the pieces together on his own. The thought of burying himself inside that tight heat has Eito trembling with anticipation, but he pushes his impatience to the side. This needs to last. It needs to mean something. ]
[ he opens his mouth to respond—possibly ask what's causing him to feel so weak—but eito redoubles his efforts and focuses on that tender spot. takumi's question transitions into a quivering moan, and he squeezes his eyes shut for a moment to try and bear the onslaught of pleasure. unfortunately, loud, hilting noises keep tumbling out of him; he can't stop them despite his best efforts. the heat in his face goes so far as to cause his eyes to prick with repressed tears.
Why...?
takumi curls his fingers tighter around the top of eito's hand and helplessly nods. again, he remembers eito would not be able to notice, so he speaks up. his tone is a lot more fragile, a bit thin and delicate and miserably aroused. ]
Yeah, a-ahh... [ the small moan the follows is an accident. takumi squeezes tighter around eito's fingers from the humiliation, walls undulating once, before he wills himself to relax. three, he reminds himself; there's still one more to go. ] It's fine... g-go slowly...
[ his head lolls to one side as he braces for it, peering down from between narrowed lashes to view eito's pleased face. ]
[ All the sounds unraveling from Takumi's throat go straight to Eito's cock, which twitches uselessly, heavy between his legs and dripping with precum. Eito studies Takumi as much as he can without eyesight, committing all his cute little sounds to memory. ]
Mm... Okay.
[ Slowly. That's not too much to ask. Eito withdraws, leaving Takumi empty as he adds a touch more lube. Takumi isn't waiting long, though, before those two fingers are sliding back in again, and seconds later, the third nudges in alongside them. ]
Relax...
[ As promised, Eito takes it slow this time, pausing and letting Takumi adjust to the intrusion. The whole point of this is to prepare him for what's to come, after all. Eito drops the hand on Takumi's thigh, no longer holding him in place, giving him space to squirm as much as he'd like. ]
It's a lot, I know. But the discomfort will be worth it, in the end.
[ flushed and dewy-eyed and freed at last, takumi's inner thighs quiver quickly and involuntarily around eito's hand with the addition of that final finger. he feels—full, the subtle burn there and subsequent stretch eliciting a shaky, long whimper. his hips jolt occasionally with each inch gained, only stilling once eito has fully sheathed himself inside. the view between his thighs is certainly lurid, all slippery, rim ruddy in hue, and clamping tightly.
he blinks back his tears and hesitantly rolls his hips downward. the slight nudge of eito's fingertips is good, if not encouraging, and he huffs a breath. takumi then swallows all of the saliva that's gathered in his mouth and manages to speak a coherent sentence. ]
I didn't know... putting something inside felt like this...
[ were all boys designed this way? why did no one ever talk about this...? ]
[ Eito chuckles and moves his fingers again, all three of them. The way Takumi rolls his hips, too, as though searching for more, sends a shock of arousal surging through him. It's a good thing he's all but mastered the art of being patient. ]
It's just basic anatomy. Had you ever picked up a textbook on the human body, perhaps you would have known about it sooner. But no matter.
[ And then, with a harsh thrust, Eito begins fingerfucking him in earnest again. It really does bring to mind the experiment with their souls, the way Takumi's walls clench around his fingers not so unlike the quiver of the flame back then. ]
[ it's kind of hard to think about basic anatomy when there are three fingers inside you....... ]
I-I guess so...
[ but takumi isn't given ample time to consider reviewing any books in his future, not when eito has decided to basically punish takumi by abruptly thrusting back into him. takumi's legs immediately fall open further to accommodate the size and harshness, a strangled, horrid little moan ripping free from his chest the instant his prostate is grinded into again.
...a dozen more follow once it sinks in that eito isn't going to let up. ]
[ It goes on like that for a few more fleeting minutes, but Eito does let up at some point. Once he's had his fill, maybe, and can get a sense for how stretched Takumi is. Still incredibly tight, but it should be enough. ]
Do you think you're ready for my...?
[ Eito trails off, closes his mouth, and turns bright red, because there is no way he's going to say that out loud. He begins to drag his fingers out but pauses at the rim, a wordless question. He's shivering, a little bit. ]
[ takumi blearily at eito, and then shakily sits up to close some of the distance between them. though, rather than looking eito in the face, his gaze naturally lowers down, lower, and lower, until he realizes what eito is referring to. ]
[ the last two times they've fooled around with each other, takumi has lacked the opportunity to really look. he's caught glimpses, felt eito against him, yeah, but never actually, truly seen eito's dick before. after all, eito has been doing all the work; takumi's never had to handle anything himself.
now, however, he discovers the truth: eito... is kind of huge. way bigger than anything he could've ever imagined.
[ He is not going to dignify that question with an answer. ]
Well, I can't argue with that.
[ With a shaky sigh, Eito draws back fully so he can grab the condom and bottle of lube. Takumi had already generously unwrapped it for him, so all Eito has to do is roll it on, which doesn't prove to be difficult. It's a relief the size seems to be big enough...
Eito can't help but wonder if Takumi's gaze is on him. He's all too conscious of the idea of it as he drizzles more lubricant onto his glove so he can lube himself up. Everything about this feels surreal, and once he's ready, he swallows around nothing, mouth suddenly dry. Eito lifts his head up, giving the impression that he's looking at Takumi, shifting back and forth on his knees. ]
Are we doing this, or not? Because if you've changed your mind, I'll go deal with this in the shower, alone.
[ There's a pause, and then, a little more quietly: ]
Takumi-kun... I meant it when I said I'd take care of you.
[ he'd been oh, so gentlemanly before not ogling a blind eito, but now takumi unabashedly stares at him. he doesn't tear his gaze away, heart pounding in his chest as he watches eito slowly pull the condom over his length. part of him finds the sight attractive—thin, stretchy material slowly enveloping eito's thick cock—but another part of him twists with trepidation. can he... no, is it even possible? at least takumi understands now why eito had been so thorough in stretching him open—it was to fit a fucking monster.
exhaling, he finally looks up again when it appears as though eito is looking at him. takumi finds himself flushing despite eito's lack of vision, brows furrowing. ]
I—I know.
[ he huffs, and then draws into himself somewhat. his voice is less gruff and more serious when he continues. ]
We've already gone this far... and I meant it when I said I wanted to do it with you. That hasn't changed.
[ takumi sniffles softly. his lashes are still wet. ]
...We can. I trust you, Aotsuki. It felt good before, so this will be the same, probably.
[ Eito breathes out a quiet sigh, helpless in the face of Takumi's sniffling. Some nameless but fond emotion twists in his chest, like what one might feel when confronted with a small, innocent animal. It's too easy to picture the tears clinging to his lashes, and Eito is weak for it. ]
Thank you for placing your trust in me. I really do want this to be special.
[ With that settled, Eito inches forward, crawling over Takumi and caging him in all over again. His hand finds Takumi's knee, only to grasp at it so he can use his strength to hook his leg over his shoulder. The other hand wraps around his own cock, steadying himself so he can line himself up with Takumi's entrance.
They're doing this. There's nowhere else for Takumi to go. ]
Just relax, and let me handle everything.
[ Eito doesn't push in, not yet. First, Takumi needs to adjust to to the shape of him teasing at his rim. ]
[ takumi naturally moves to make room for eito, eventually splaying out on his back and resuming their previous positions—no, almost doing so. to his embarrassment, eito hooks one his legs and brings it up higher, completely exposing takumi's slick, wet hole and his cock. he grunts to himself in an effort to stifle his shyness, toes curling, and peers up at eito as he closes the little distance left.
he can't quite see what eito does next, but it's obvious once the sensation of something hot and stiff brushes against his rim. takumi accidentally flinches because of it, and then hurriedly assures himself that eito said everything would be alright. ]
You're warm, [ he says, a bit distracted and breathless. ] Uh, g-go ahead. I'm ready.
[ he flexes against the head of eito's length, red to the tips of his ears. ]
[ He sucks in a breath. If Takumi is going to be acting so eager, flexing against him like that, doesn't he know that it's going to become harder and harder to hold back...? ]
All right.
[ His voice comes out as rough as gravel, ears just as red as Takumi's. Finally, Eito breaches past the rim, the lubrication easing the glide as he pushes in. Takumi is even tighter than he felt around his fingers, all inviting warmth and pulsating heat. The feeling is all-encompassing, and somehow, not having vision adds to the sensation, in its own strange way.
As agonizing as it is, he pauses about halfway, giving Takumi ample time to get used to the sensation of being split apart. ]
Ta—kumi-ku—n...
[ Eito would hate how wrecked he sounds, moaning Takumi's name like that, if he could even hear himself. All of his senses, the ones that are functioning, are utterly overwhelmed with Takumi's everything. ]
[ he can scarcely hear eito at all, consumed by the thousand neurons firing off in his brain—it burns it feels good why I want to cum already I can't—and the insurmountable sensation of fullness. takumi also fails to notice that somewhere along the way, he has curled his arms beneath and around eito's underarms and dug his nails in, clinging to him with the fierceness of an angry kitten to its master. but beyond that small act of desperation... takumi is completely silent.
it isn't until eito pauses to allow him to adjust that takumi releases a shuddering oh that's more of a breath of air than it is his voice. he then curls inwards and rests his head against eito's collarbone to hide his expression. while it's impossible for eito to know unless takumi sniffles again, he isn't sure how eito would react to discovering the renewed tears having gathered in the corners of his eyes. ]
...Too big, [ he complains faintly, somehow able to grumble despite himself. ] You're gonna break me, Aotsuki...
[ breathing in through his nose, he tries to shift a little, but that just causes the head of eito's cock to nudge inside him more insistently. the dull throb of pleasure that accompanies it leaves takumi trembling and feverish. ]
Don't—don't cum. If you do before we've done anything, I'll punish you.
[ world's weakest and ugliest little monster is making threats, it seems. ]
[ It takes so long for Takumi to make any sound at all that Eito grows more than a little concerned. When he finally does break the silence, Takumi will be able to feel the shaky exhale Eito releases. They're so, so close—Eito barely knows how or when it happened. One moment he was hoisting Takumi's leg up, and the next, all of Takumi's remaining limbs were wound around him like he's some sort of octopus.
But this newfound closeness, it's—it's beyond anything Eito has ever experienced or even hoped to experience before. Between that emotional heaviness and Takumi attempting to shift like that, the barrage of stimulation has Eito feeling like maybe he's going to die.
It's no small miracle he's able to respond at all, even though it's only to the latter comment. The idea of being big enough to literally break Takumi is more arousing than it has any right being, probably. ]
Tch... There's no way I would cum that fast...
[ You can hear the metaphorical eye roll in his voice, which is little more than a murmur. With Takumi's face pressed into his collarbone, Eito turns his head, hot breath ghosting over the shell of Takumi's ear. ]
Although, I am curious to hear more about this punishment of yours.
[ Of course he is. The chitchat makes this whole scenario that much more comfortable, less uncharted territory to navigate. ]
Is this your way of trying to talk dirty in bed? You'll have to do better than that.
[ And then, just when Takumi may have finally acclimated to the weight of him, Eito moves again, burying himself that much deeper. Almost all the way, now—Takumi could easily grind down to take him that little bit more, if he wanted to, until Eito is buried up to the hilt. He stills again, managing to withhold any sounds this time, but instead, his arms find themselves fitting around Takumi properly.
How utterly surreal, to hold someone. To be held. To be slotted together in every sense of the word. ]
[ of course the thought of breaking takumi would turn eito on. it always has.
red in the face and utterly dizzy, those last few inches briefly take the wind out of takumi's sails. he more tense than he thinks he has ever been in life, and yet he can't stop quivering, either. it feels like eito's dick is in his stomach, which is as terrifying as it is arousing; he didn't think he was this far gone when it came to enjoying a bit of pain. and for a moment, there's another lack of response as takumi tries to gather his wits and remember to breathe.
breathe.
breathe, sumino.
curly, red strands tickle eito's jaw as takumi nestles in further. ]
...I still haven't... taken your mouth. I could do that.
[ a second threat, though it's delivered in a strained voice and between shallow pants. takumi makes sure to clamp down on eito, too, flexing despite the sear. if takumi thinks eito's length is just about unbearable, then the same can be said for how tight takumi himself is. ]
Do you think you could handle that, Aotsuki...?
[ eito's name unfortunately wavers, and takumi has to huff to try and maintain his stance. ]
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the first finger... is fine. there's not much to feel, not really. just a vague and strange sensation, like something's off but not entirely unpleasant. in fact, it gives takumi the false impression that the following finger will be the same. surely, if he can handle this, it won't be much different moving forward?
however... this quickly turns out to be untrue.
his thighs unintentionally twitch around eito's hand the instant he is penetrated, his features stiffening in a mixture of discomfort and confusion. takumi isn't sure what to think. it's not bad... but it definitely feels unusual. he bears it until eito has slotted in fully, and then breathes out to attempt adjusting. takumi can't help it, but he naturally clamps down on the intrusion—tight, just like eito can feel. of course it'd be that way; he's never put anything inside himself. yet, it still doesn't occur to takumi that something larger than this will take its place. he's still... a few steps behind in his head. ]
I think... you can move.
[ although he sounds uncertain, takumi tilts his hips slightly to encourage eito to continue. ]
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[ Takumi doesn't sound too sure, but Eito is content to go with the flow, accepting the wordless encouragement. His gloved fingers flex inside him a few times, and then he retracts them both, dragging them out slowly...
... before thrusting both back in at once without further warning, knuckle-deep again. The motion jostles Takumi's entire body, not to mention the mattress. Eito knows he's supposed to look for a certain angle rather than mindlessly thrust, so he does, stretching Takumi very thoroughly as he searches inside of him. It's a bit difficult with Takumi clenching around him, but that doesn't deter Eito, who drags the pads of his fingers over Takumi's insides over and over, curling them every time it's too tight to continue.
It's not so unlike what he did to Takumi's chest cavity, that first time. Not as rough, but with just as much intent. ]
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[ his startled sound is forced out his mouth before he can stifle it, trim hips lifting and being pressed back with the force of eito's thrust. he immediately flushes hot out of embarrassment. this—is it supposed to feel like this? whatever lofty musings he had before are already being shoved aside, all senses focusing on the slight sear and stretch of eito's fingers flexing inside him. full, takumi's pinched expression swiftly softens and his brows upturn, lips parting as soft and shallow breaths fill the space between them.
it's inevitable that eito—with fingers larger than takumi's, slender and long—would eventually grind into the wall lining takumi's prostate. takumi doesn't even know such a thing exists, so imagine his surprise when a sudden dull, thick throb of arousal floods his groin. the pleasure is very different than any he has felt in his dick; rather, the pang is distinctly heavy. ]
A-Aotsuki, [ he stammers, and his hand blindly reaches down to touch the one eito has around his thigh. takumi isn't trying to alert eito or make him stop; he wants grounding, some kind of reassurance. ] Something's—I don't know—
[ another grind, but this one directly causes takumi to loudly gasp, voice cusping on the edge of a cry. ]
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It's all right. I've got you. [ A breathless little laugh escapes. ] Feels good, doesn't it?
[ With an obscene, wet sound, Eito thrusts his fingers in and out once more, angling for what he now recognizes as Takumi's prostate. He's utterly relentless in the way he teases it with his fingers, scarcely giving Takumi time to breathe. ]
And soon, it will be...
[ He trails off, cryptic, though surely Takumi knows what comes next in this scenario. Surely he doesn't need to paint a mental picture for him; he can put the pieces together on his own. The thought of burying himself inside that tight heat has Eito trembling with anticipation, but he pushes his impatience to the side. This needs to last. It needs to mean something. ]
Ready for a third?
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Why...?
takumi curls his fingers tighter around the top of eito's hand and helplessly nods. again, he remembers eito would not be able to notice, so he speaks up. his tone is a lot more fragile, a bit thin and delicate and miserably aroused. ]
Yeah, a-ahh... [ the small moan the follows is an accident. takumi squeezes tighter around eito's fingers from the humiliation, walls undulating once, before he wills himself to relax. three, he reminds himself; there's still one more to go. ] It's fine... g-go slowly...
[ his head lolls to one side as he braces for it, peering down from between narrowed lashes to view eito's pleased face. ]
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Mm... Okay.
[ Slowly. That's not too much to ask. Eito withdraws, leaving Takumi empty as he adds a touch more lube. Takumi isn't waiting long, though, before those two fingers are sliding back in again, and seconds later, the third nudges in alongside them. ]
Relax...
[ As promised, Eito takes it slow this time, pausing and letting Takumi adjust to the intrusion. The whole point of this is to prepare him for what's to come, after all. Eito drops the hand on Takumi's thigh, no longer holding him in place, giving him space to squirm as much as he'd like. ]
It's a lot, I know. But the discomfort will be worth it, in the end.
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he blinks back his tears and hesitantly rolls his hips downward. the slight nudge of eito's fingertips is good, if not encouraging, and he huffs a breath. takumi then swallows all of the saliva that's gathered in his mouth and manages to speak a coherent sentence. ]
I didn't know... putting something inside felt like this...
[ were all boys designed this way? why did no one ever talk about this...? ]
It feels good...
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It's just basic anatomy. Had you ever picked up a textbook on the human body, perhaps you would have known about it sooner. But no matter.
[ And then, with a harsh thrust, Eito begins fingerfucking him in earnest again. It really does bring to mind the experiment with their souls, the way Takumi's walls clench around his fingers not so unlike the quiver of the flame back then. ]
You know now. Isn't that right?
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I-I guess so...
[ but takumi isn't given ample time to consider reviewing any books in his future, not when eito has decided to basically punish takumi by abruptly thrusting back into him. takumi's legs immediately fall open further to accommodate the size and harshness, a strangled, horrid little moan ripping free from his chest the instant his prostate is grinded into again.
...a dozen more follow once it sinks in that eito isn't going to let up. ]
Aotsuki—ngh—
[ why does he sound so squeaky?? ]
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Do you think you're ready for my...?
[ Eito trails off, closes his mouth, and turns bright red, because there is no way he's going to say that out loud. He begins to drag his fingers out but pauses at the rim, a wordless question. He's shivering, a little bit. ]
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[ takumi sounds breathless and somewhat delirious. his body continues to tremble from aftershocks despite the fact eito has withdrawn completely. ]
Your...?
[ sorry, eito. either you're going to have to be specific or show him. ]
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For my—my—
[ Eito stops. Exhales. Starts again. ]
For me, obviously!
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[ takumi blearily at eito, and then shakily sits up to close some of the distance between them. though, rather than looking eito in the face, his gaze naturally lowers down, lower, and lower, until he realizes what eito is referring to. ]
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now, however, he discovers the truth: eito... is kind of huge. way bigger than anything he could've ever imagined.
and panicked, takumi blurts out: ]
What the hell!? That's not going to fit!!
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And out of all of them, Eito picks: ]
Oh, Takumi-kun. Should I take that as a compliment?
[ If he doesn't laugh, he'll scream. ]
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Like what you see?
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[ you didn't. ]
...Ugh.
[ takumi swallows thickly, and gives eito the most sulkiest he's possibly ever given him. how unfortunate that eito himself can't see it. ]
This is crazy. I'm crazy, too, if I'm gonna...
[ —going to put that inside him. ]
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Well, I can't argue with that.
[ With a shaky sigh, Eito draws back fully so he can grab the condom and bottle of lube. Takumi had already generously unwrapped it for him, so all Eito has to do is roll it on, which doesn't prove to be difficult. It's a relief the size seems to be big enough...
Eito can't help but wonder if Takumi's gaze is on him. He's all too conscious of the idea of it as he drizzles more lubricant onto his glove so he can lube himself up. Everything about this feels surreal, and once he's ready, he swallows around nothing, mouth suddenly dry. Eito lifts his head up, giving the impression that he's looking at Takumi, shifting back and forth on his knees. ]
Are we doing this, or not? Because if you've changed your mind, I'll go deal with this in the shower, alone.
[ There's a pause, and then, a little more quietly: ]
Takumi-kun... I meant it when I said I'd take care of you.
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exhaling, he finally looks up again when it appears as though eito is looking at him. takumi finds himself flushing despite eito's lack of vision, brows furrowing. ]
I—I know.
[ he huffs, and then draws into himself somewhat. his voice is less gruff and more serious when he continues. ]
We've already gone this far... and I meant it when I said I wanted to do it with you. That hasn't changed.
[ takumi sniffles softly. his lashes are still wet. ]
...We can. I trust you, Aotsuki. It felt good before, so this will be the same, probably.
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Thank you for placing your trust in me. I really do want this to be special.
[ With that settled, Eito inches forward, crawling over Takumi and caging him in all over again. His hand finds Takumi's knee, only to grasp at it so he can use his strength to hook his leg over his shoulder. The other hand wraps around his own cock, steadying himself so he can line himself up with Takumi's entrance.
They're doing this. There's nowhere else for Takumi to go. ]
Just relax, and let me handle everything.
[ Eito doesn't push in, not yet. First, Takumi needs to adjust to to the shape of him teasing at his rim. ]
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he can't quite see what eito does next, but it's obvious once the sensation of something hot and stiff brushes against his rim. takumi accidentally flinches because of it, and then hurriedly assures himself that eito said everything would be alright. ]
You're warm, [ he says, a bit distracted and breathless. ] Uh, g-go ahead. I'm ready.
[ he flexes against the head of eito's length, red to the tips of his ears. ]
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All right.
[ His voice comes out as rough as gravel, ears just as red as Takumi's. Finally, Eito breaches past the rim, the lubrication easing the glide as he pushes in. Takumi is even tighter than he felt around his fingers, all inviting warmth and pulsating heat. The feeling is all-encompassing, and somehow, not having vision adds to the sensation, in its own strange way.
As agonizing as it is, he pauses about halfway, giving Takumi ample time to get used to the sensation of being split apart. ]
Ta—kumi-ku—n...
[ Eito would hate how wrecked he sounds, moaning Takumi's name like that, if he could even hear himself. All of his senses, the ones that are functioning, are utterly overwhelmed with Takumi's everything. ]
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it isn't until eito pauses to allow him to adjust that takumi releases a shuddering oh that's more of a breath of air than it is his voice. he then curls inwards and rests his head against eito's collarbone to hide his expression. while it's impossible for eito to know unless takumi sniffles again, he isn't sure how eito would react to discovering the renewed tears having gathered in the corners of his eyes. ]
...Too big, [ he complains faintly, somehow able to grumble despite himself. ] You're gonna break me, Aotsuki...
[ breathing in through his nose, he tries to shift a little, but that just causes the head of eito's cock to nudge inside him more insistently. the dull throb of pleasure that accompanies it leaves takumi trembling and feverish. ]
Don't—don't cum. If you do before we've done anything, I'll punish you.
[ world's weakest and ugliest little monster is making threats, it seems. ]
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But this newfound closeness, it's—it's beyond anything Eito has ever experienced or even hoped to experience before. Between that emotional heaviness and Takumi attempting to shift like that, the barrage of stimulation has Eito feeling like maybe he's going to die.
It's no small miracle he's able to respond at all, even though it's only to the latter comment. The idea of being big enough to literally break Takumi is more arousing than it has any right being, probably. ]
Tch... There's no way I would cum that fast...
[ You can hear the metaphorical eye roll in his voice, which is little more than a murmur. With Takumi's face pressed into his collarbone, Eito turns his head, hot breath ghosting over the shell of Takumi's ear. ]
Although, I am curious to hear more about this punishment of yours.
[ Of course he is. The chitchat makes this whole scenario that much more comfortable, less uncharted territory to navigate. ]
Is this your way of trying to talk dirty in bed? You'll have to do better than that.
[ And then, just when Takumi may have finally acclimated to the weight of him, Eito moves again, burying himself that much deeper. Almost all the way, now—Takumi could easily grind down to take him that little bit more, if he wanted to, until Eito is buried up to the hilt. He stills again, managing to withhold any sounds this time, but instead, his arms find themselves fitting around Takumi properly.
How utterly surreal, to hold someone. To be held. To be slotted together in every sense of the word. ]
MOE......
red in the face and utterly dizzy, those last few inches briefly take the wind out of takumi's sails. he more tense than he thinks he has ever been in life, and yet he can't stop quivering, either. it feels like eito's dick is in his stomach, which is as terrifying as it is arousing; he didn't think he was this far gone when it came to enjoying a bit of pain. and for a moment, there's another lack of response as takumi tries to gather his wits and remember to breathe.
breathe.
breathe, sumino.
curly, red strands tickle eito's jaw as takumi nestles in further. ]
...I still haven't... taken your mouth. I could do that.
[ a second threat, though it's delivered in a strained voice and between shallow pants. takumi makes sure to clamp down on eito, too, flexing despite the sear. if takumi thinks eito's length is just about unbearable, then the same can be said for how tight takumi himself is. ]
Do you think you could handle that, Aotsuki...?
[ eito's name unfortunately wavers, and takumi has to huff to try and maintain his stance. ]
So, you can't disappoint me.
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